I was under your spell for so long, not thinking clearly as if in a trance. I let you rule my thoughts and even worse, my heart. I saw signs of you everywhere I went, still do. I heard songs that reminded me of you, still do. So many reminders, so many memories that eventually came with so much hurt, of which at times, there still is.
But slowly I have begun to find the antidote to the spell you put me under. It is called self-worth and it is more powerful than anything you can dish out to hurt me again. I know what I deserve and I know you cannot give it to me, you’ve proven that more than once. And my resilience, even when handed some of the worst pain in this world, has proven to me that I am strong, and worthy, of a great life and a great love.