There was a time not so long ago that negative thoughts and negative situations were at full capacity in my heart and my head. It took time to turn down the volume and enjoy the silence and peace that now exists. Every so often those thoughts come back and try to disrupt my life. But I won’t let them.
Now, I hear the volume of my guy’s laughter mixed with mine, his sweet words, and his great sense of humor. That is “noise” that will always be welcome, no matter how loud the volume. I can’t express enough how good it feels to be with someone who is present and doesn’t play blame games and make me feel as if I have to fight for him or his attention. Even if it all imploded tomorrow (I’m confident it won’t) I have finally realized again what it is like to be treated like you exist and matter.
Happy Monday everyone! Stay positive and stay strong.