Jumping in with both eyes open

via Daily Prompt: Precipice

As I have written previously, the past few weeks have brought a change in my life that has been a surprise, but a really welcome surprise. As I stand at the precipice of my new/old relationship those damn voices in my head are constantly asking me – should I jump all in or hold back in fear of having my heart broken again? I know we work together as a couple, it is better than ever the second time around, but there is that new fear that something is going to happen and pull the rug of relationship happiness out from under me again. I never had this issue of being fearful in a relationship before, but experience and a shitty couple of years will do that to you.

After spending a day off yesterday in beautiful weather with our toes in the sand eating lunch on the beach, I’m edging so close to just taking the leap. The more time we spend together, the more comfortable I am feeling. Not necessarily comfortable with him, I have that already, but more secure in our relationship. He’s given me no indications that he isn’t in it with me, it is my own mind playing with my thoughts.

I guess I need to trust myself most of all and the decisions I make. Take the leap, but keep both eyes open this time.



About geminilvr

I have been through many relationships in my life, most long term, and they have all shaped who I am in some way. I try to find humor through the pain and heartbreak and find the strength to do it all over again. My blog is sprinkled with past relationships, current status and thoughts on it all! I hope my experiences make you smile, laugh or cry along with me and relate to the complexity that is life, my life, perfectly imperfect.
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5 Responses to Jumping in with both eyes open

  1. Whem we know ourselves the world will follow suit.

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  2. mumsthewordblog1 says:

    Sometimes you just have to trust your instincts. Don’t let previous bad experiences hold you back unless there is good reason! 😃🐻

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