I no longer get panicked in my relationship when my guy and I don’t speak for a bit. As I’ve well documented in the past, when I didn’t receive a text for a long period of time (for me it might be just a couple of hours lol), I would start to worry that he wasn’t interested anymore. I’m not sure where this insecure behavior originated. It may have been due to the extreme stress in my life at the time that magnified everything for me and I just began to always expect the worst. But those times have passed. I am at a fairly peaceful place in my life which has calmed me and my negative thoughts down.
Or maybe it is also because I have someone who communicates well and is present. He is very driven, which I, by the way, find extremely sexy too. And I don’t mean driven in a way that his life revolves around work, just that he is in a very interesting field of work and I enjoy the stories he has to tell. And he still makes a lot of time for us too. He asks about my day, my job, my family and most important about me and how I am doing. I’ve walked into something very unexpected in my relationship world. Things have taken an interesting turn, in a positive way, which I will write about soon. I’m still processing what has taken place and although there has been a loss too, there is also a new beginning – one I never expected but am welcoming with open arms. Funny how detours can happen when you least expect it and the new road on which you are journeying turns out to be the best route possible. 🙂