Life has returned to a semi-normal pace. Everything has been falling into place instead of spiraling out of control. I’m still in desperate need of a vacation and hope to be taking one during the summer. I haven’t had a vacation in years. I’m talking taking some real time off for a stretch of time, where I can recharge and get the zip in my step back. I’m finding that although my life has become a little more stress free (if there really is such a thing), I am tired, really, really tired.
I have made some summer plans with the guy I am seeing but as always, I am cautious and a little afraid to look that far ahead yet. That is what happens when things are going well but you’ve been burned in the past. Scars are still healing and even though I am always open to love, I have to protect my heart this time. I have a good feeling about this relationship, we get along so well and he is a great guy, in every way, but of course, there is always that fear in the back of my mind that he may change his mind about me. Time will tell. Love can’t be forced and you can’t force someone to stay. This time, I am letting it happen organically and allowing both of us to just breathe and enjoy each other, and we sure are 😉
Happy Monday – have a great week everyone!