I lost the Words with Friends game with The Scorpion. He beat me pretty badly actually. But in the end I lost more.
He did call, we talked for quite a while. I said what I wanted to say. He said what he wanted to say. I was hoping for a different outcome. It doesn’t include me. Our paths may cross in the future, but right now our paths lead in different directions.
Hearing his voice brought out a range of emotions in me. I forgot how much I missed hearing his voice. It was hard to finally end our call.I waited so long to talk with him, I didn’t want to our talk to end.
I’m sad and not up to writing much about it at the moment. I’m happy for him and wish him well.I still think he is the one that got away. But as I’ve said before if anyone is meant to be in your life, they will find their way back to you. But for now, I need to move on, I have to move on, I will move on.
It’s time now to go digest all our words, feel them, and heal, at least for me. And as I did say in my previous blog, it was more than just a game. It’s real life and yeah it hurts.